.......................I have had such a fucking bad day. So many fights with parents and cuz. I want to kill myself. I really wanted to jump off our roof. But i dont want to not die and then have to go thru shit.

I had to go to guatair again today. My teacher is really nice he listened to me. I almost fucking cried. I was so embarassed by myself. I feel like shit. I think I'm going to go back to my room and lock myself in it again....

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Clubs I'm in,